The painter Francis Bacon said in a filmed docu on him
"You have to deepen the game, to return the on-looker
to reality more violently"
His work was of course heavily influenced by gay sado-masochism
sexual activity. For Bacon the elation of a major show was always
equalled by personal tragedy.
It seems to me, an on-looker to your world that you are "deepening
the game" but deepening it to what end ? my feeling is your own
implosion, where as the art powers that be made Bacon one of the
famous artists in the world, your deepening pulls destruction sooner
to those more vunerable but eventually to you all. Only change will
save you from the authorities.
It would be easy to see how hideous and disgusting the Iranian
law of stoning to death a married women for adultery is, perhaps more
difficult for you to see the hideous irony of using crystal meth to
get to an intense "performance" only to be destoryed by it and a
girls destruction pawed over on this site.
I would introduce a law to make narcotic testing alongside HIV/age
mandatory. I would also introduce various types of eduction for these
girls, becasue thats exactly what they are girls. By various I mean
anything from, emotional intelligence to how to study different types of
market to make sound investments, to learning through mentoring, I
noticed Gen Padova taking Lain under her wing. The seemingly more
able helping the more vunerable.
Im sure it will be easy for you to take my words apart, including the English,
but at the end of the day its not my life that is messed up.
I be leaving now and will not return, but one last word to Gia Jordan. If you
still have the link to the free art market info I gave you and if you choose to
study that info wisely it will make you wealthy. Had to do something positive
for my own peace of mind.