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Nobody. I like to hear everyone's opinion. The only thing I don't like is when one person is ripped apart for little or no reason. For a while it was Gen, now it seems to be Kami. THat's what I hate about xxxpt, the mob mentality. Most people here are basically good. I can't believe that anyone could hate Da Burg. He's a doll!
xoxo,
Cindi

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Its quite alright, one of the reasons I joined XPT and stayed is Smelly Monkey. He was, and still is, exceptional and he makes me want to be a "badder" person (sorry, using worse or some other negative term doesnt have the effect that the awkward, incorrect "badder" provides..) It is something I need, something that I am lacking in my life....I try to be a prick, I REALLY try, but most of my life, because of my circumstances, it was the incorrect strategy to be a prick to people who didnt deserve it...consider:

I often needed help/assistance when I was younger, primarily the physical kind, so I couldnt afford to piss a lot of people off. I had to be cool, funny, well liked to survive... but I wanted to be mean, rough, a prick, etc. And I see that, now that I have reached a point in my life where I DONT need people, that people are more likely to want something from me, that I can do for myself, or buy whatever help I need...NOW is the time for me to get back at society and the world...but overcoming 35+ years of behavior and training is tough...smelly monkey, at least initially, helped me learn and see how its done...that's why I called him the John Stockton/ "POINT GUARD" of XPT...he feeds and dishes off to us, and I personally used to take his feeds and do my own thing...but that all changed when I actually started to watch some of this porn, become aroused, and like a few of the porn chicks I saw or came to know. But it's Ironic...some of my favorites have their own bad qualities that, if I had in my own life, I would probably be more attractive in their eyes:

Christie Lee: She's the cutest thing since ...since...well, something really cute that people buy a lot off...yet she is, from what I hear from others who supposedly know her, very fleeting and transient in her attention/affection. I have not heard from her in 2 months since I had a brief moment of bliss with her at AEE (really, the highlight of my whole AEE experience), so perhaps if I myself was more of a selfish/selfcentered prick, and not concerned or caring, she might like me better.

Gia Jordan: She's smoking hott, super smart...and a complete elitist snob. I personally have a lot to be snobby about, gloat over and otherwise brag about...but I dont. Probably because of my life experiences and perspective. But if I was a truly elitist asshole, Gia might really want to jump in that custom made hot pink wheelchair with the words "Baby Gia" embroidered on the back in diamond chips and wheel thru the drive-in wedding chapel in vegas with me...spend a month fucking my brains out, then divorce me and get the amount specified in the pre-nup right away...a tidy month's haul (Gia...you know I am jusssssst making a point here right baby? You're still number one on the prospective decorators list if the time and need comes... )

Hailey Young: She was other highlight of AEE for me, and a good friend...however she likes to be treated rough, to be smacked around and physically hurt during sex, something that is ANATHEMA to me...Da Burglar COULD NEVER hurt a woman physically...I can be pervertedly nasty and debauched, but I cant gag or slap or smack or choke a woman...but if I was into the Rough shit, if I was into taking my frustrations out on women...then Hailey might actually want to jump on my lap and stay there as I wheel up and down the peninsula in Newport Beach with my dick secretly inserted in her twat but well hidden from anyone who see's us.

Hillary Scott: I dropped the ball there...and now I think she is a absolute goddess. But, I think she too might prefer if I was truly the asshole I momentarily became when I told her she had a "Recently scoured pretzel oven for a twat" back when someone posted those insensitive pictures of her pussy during a unhygienic moment. She is clearly the NUMBER one woman in Porn now, and If I, instead of apologizing to her and actually becoming friends with her, had been a unrelenting asshole, she might like/respect me enough to be blowing me in a handicap bathroom stall right now. Nice dudes finish "not-at-all", meaning they never even get to stick it in a chick...

So, since I HAVE NEVER really been hated in my life, Smelly Monkey (and XPT) are truly exceptional as far as I am concerned...this is BRAND new for me, and a "growing" experience on the whole...pretty soon I think I will be enjoying it...as for any of my fans...speak up and tell me if I should go with it and become the MISANTHROPIC social danger that the Monkey wants me to be...Say it! SAY ITTTTTT!!!!!!