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Well, as soon as I'm paid out by the ex husband, I then might be able to afford a camera again...then, it is just a matter of mastering the art of shooting myself...minus 40 lbs. But, nobody wants to see me anyway, I'm pushing 30.

Thanks for the support...I had to bypass court, however...and opt for settlement. I did have an attorney, and was in for the fight...I was manipulated into believing he wanted to work things out, and he asked me to discharge my attorney and drop the case. I BLAME MYSELF FOR DOING IT...and believing him. Well, then (of course) I was fired, and without the resources to retain another attorney...I was forced to settle. Here is the question....if he'd do this to his own wife, would you do business with him?

On another note, I've been traumatized enough...i do NOT need to see another tranny, crossdresser, etc. for the rest of my life. I can't afford the therapy.

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I think you should run while you still can. Me jumping on your bandwagon is the kiss of death for you career in or around porn. Run my child, run while you still can.


I'd like to see you nekkid even if just for curiosity value. Your kareoke photo with a t-shirt that says as far as I can tell "I'm no longer with stupid" intrigues me.

There's a lot less attractive girls than yourself doing porn. And 30 is no problem with me. In fact just the other day I was checking out some hot little number who had to be pushing 50, and this in RL no surgery land. Mmmmm, she was a hot little biscuit, and since I'm monogamous I can afford to be picky in my fantasy choices.


Yeah divorces suck arse, I imagine with the culture of litigation in the states its even worse.

Lawyers and ex-husbands have absolutely no shame.


Well, my advice is that the best thing you can do is justify it all in your own mind, reorient your schema, and take it all on board as a learning experience and find a place you can be comfortable with it all, truly comfortable and without denial. I mean the most devastating of life's kicks up the arse can be integrated into your own sense of self worth.

You're free of him, you can get on with your life, and the best revenge is a life lived well.

Who needs petty dealings with someone who's done so much to damage your life? Good riddance to old rubbish I say.



I don't need pro shots, just anything, even a cell-phone pick.