Dealing with my porn fixation is an internal conflict upon this mortal coil that I must suffer through, but obviously I enjoy porn more than the psychic damage it causes does harm. I have made excuses and also well reasoned arguments in defence of porn as well on the offensive towards what I deem unworthy pornography though basically, for me it's all about the absurdity just by doing so and therein lies the fun of rubbing one out to it. If it doesn't pain you that you watch this stuff that you are simultaneously attracted and repulsed by, you must truly have no soul.