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while longshot's not stupid, he was one uppity bobcat-ewok who could never really deign to admit he was in porn, bisexual, or incapable of getting his employers to pay him.



I'm a little confused by this.. i've never denied I was in porn, I love porn and I love fucking... I never denied being bi-sexual, no one ever asked, and Rob Black always paid me... some others, maybe not... but that wasn't till recently.

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I remember him saying

"and while we are posting scores.... SAT =1480 ACT=33. "

the truth is, if your PSAT's were in that range, you would have been on countless recruiting lists your junior year that resulted in a mailbox stuffed with brochures. financial aid? they'd find it.
even "outsiders" with near-1500's don't fall through the cracks-they end up degreed engineers, lawyers, doctors, or changing dollar bills in midtown. are we to believe you really passed up a free degree and shot at a six-figure income to try your hand at porn? or are the fake numbers and repeated infantilization of everyone around you a self-defense mechanism of someone who needed something to feel good about as paycheck after paycheck bounced? we all spell things wrong, dark leader, I just believe your scores as much as the claim keiko was accepted into juiliard from some interview.




Actually I did have offer after offer thrown my way, and was offered scholarships to many institutions. However my career choice was in art, and I had chosen to go to the Savannah College of Art and Design. Well, after careful thinking decided that was not the path I wanted to take. As an artist, going to an art college only serves to stifle your own creativity and make you create in the same way as everyone else. I already was making decent money designing websites and doing freelance coding since I was 14, and since I wasn't' even 16 yet when I graduated high school I decided I was going to tool around on my own for a while. Travel the U.S. learn by experiencing life rather than sitting in a classroom. Later after I turned 18 I went to the University of Central Florida and began studying software engineering, until my father died and I took stock in what was important in life... See, I don't see the world the way you do. I am not into amassing large amounts of stuff and working so hard I never enjoy it and then die never seeing much of the world beyond my front door. THAT is the real reason I left L.A. was that I felt that begin to happen to me. I suffer from terminal curiosity at the world around from me and a serious case of wanderlust. Porn was and is an outlet for my lust for the pleasures of the flesh, and my desire to fuck as many people as possible. Sex is my only drug. I am an artist, I don't do the normal life thing, I considered it when moving back here... and I do it to a degree, I have a job one would call normal-ish, and I have my freelancing. And then we go out and fuck strippers and swingers. I couldn't handle a life in the normal rat race, nor would I want to. I plan on leaving the states in a few months to go bum around Europe for a few years. visit my ancestral lands. work on music. fuck french whores in alleyways. Grab life by the balls and give it a good firm squeeze which most people fail to do. Keiko and I didn't get into porn because of money, the money was a great bonus, but we both love to fuck. We were swingers and said lets make some money doing this, could be fun. No addictions to feed other than an addiction to flesh. She did't like working with certain people, that's for damned sure... but loved working with the ones that had an ounce of skill. My music is my other passion, one that I have never stopped working on, and will never stop. I don't do it for the hope of being rich and famous from it... I do it for the love of creating. I apologize if my approach to existence does no fit within you meager comprehension of it. I really care nothing for possessions, other than those I use to create. My tools, my passions, my faith and my love are what guide me. Money is just a nessascary evil. As long as I make enough to keep a roof over my head, pay for my tools and keep food in my belly I am happy. I find it amusing that people have such a hard time with that outlook on life... trust me it is much less stressful, and bears much greater fruit.

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just yesterday young rob confuses whether with weather-far more damning than the wrong keystroke and agrees with fellow bi-sexual steve holmes.

"tm with steve, I would go do a scene and then go home and fuck or go to a swingers party... woe to the person who can't enjoy sex, weather its a job or no. "

are you trying to be like eon because he got people to pay him to make porn?



you caught me in a grammatical error. I apologize. sometimes when I am typing quickly I just go with what came out.

And so what if I am bisexual. So what if Steve is bi-sexual. We expect all the women in porn to be bi-sexual. we expect them all to take unprotected cock in their ass. but if a man admits to being bi-sexual... which, even though I admit to it, there are many others who are... it is such a taboo thing. I like sex in all of its form and function. to me it is the essence of our existence and I would be losing out on an experience to deny myself pleasure based out outmoded social mores. I wish more men in porn would stand up and just admit to being bisexual... most of the better male performers are ones who I have seen in gay features who do straight porn. because they love sex and are able to enjoy it without any inhibition or restraint. I'm sure the HIV comments will pop up. But the girls have just as much chance of catching HIV from a straight man fucking them in the ass without a condom. the gay/bi = HIV thing is a ignorant mindset only embraced by people looking for one more reason male homosexuality is wrong.

To quote Ron White "we are all gay it just depends on to what degree"
"no way I am not gay at all"
"do you watch porn"
"hell yeah"
"Do you watch only lesbian porn"
"no I like to watch a man and woman make love"
"do you like the guy to have a small flaccid penis"
"HELL NO, I LIKE BIG THROBBING HARD COCKS!.... I did not know that about my self"

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