Hey Gen, thanks so much for the reply. I guess I sounded harsh in my previous post and I really didnt mean it to sound that way. Im just trying to figure this out if you know what I mean. You've answered my question intelligently and diplomatically. There are certain performers I see in porn where I can see that porn is the only avenue. There are others, like yourself, that leave me wondering what, why and how you wound up doing this to begin with. Im sorry if that comes across as a put-down because I believe you truely enjoy what you do. I am a banker and this would be analogous to someone saying "how did you wind up in banking?". I am a fan of yours and I find you beautiful, well-spoken and educated. In light of your recently disclosed health issues, I couldnt help but hope for the best for you and I guess it just got me thinking thats all. Thanks and good night.