It has been forever since I posted on here and I said I never would again, but when it comes to Gen and this stuff, I just think it transcends the beef I have with claire James and Modelgig to just say some things.

I had been debating for about two weeks since I talked to Gen and found all this out whether or not to say something on here. People have not let Gen off the hook about her looks, her past or many other things until now that they found out about this. Unlike many porn girls who could care less what people think Gen has never been that way. She really cares what people think and really values what people on here say about her. It breaks her up when wanker wang calls her ugly and when outsider just won't let things go, both of them have done damage to her although she would never admit it to anyone. for that I don't think either of those guys are forgivable but knowing Gen she would accept any apology ever.

Right at the time of the convention I had planned on months to meet Gen while here , we had big plans. 2 days before she came to town I had a cousin who I was close to die in Pennsylvania. Gen offered me anything I needed to make me feel better, she bent over backwards in the midst of planning her trip here, packing, and getting all her plans in order. The trip turned out awful for her with some company screwing her over. I really hope it had nothing to do with me holding up her planning, but that is just the type of person Gen is.

Gen I don't even worry for you, i know you are going to beat this, there is no doubt in my mind! you are the toughest person I have ever known to not let this get you down. I love you for who you are and wish I could be as strong as you!

I talked to Gen yesterday her spirits were really high, way betterthan a couple weeks ago. she said she has no voice and when it comes it it sounds funny, but she was getting used to the medicine and has energy, so signs are good, and like someone said she has great doctors so everyone just do what they do in their own personal way to pull for Gen.

Gen sorry if I said anythig in here that you didn't want getting out, I was kind of hoping the story wouldn't break, but people have said some nice things on here , hopefully it makes you smile, I will talk to you soon hun!

see ya guys,
Danielle

p.s. It would be nice if Wanker Wang finally became a man and came clean and admitted he's been an asshole for a long time, here's hoping

p.p.s. sorry claire ,for what it's worth