The main reason why i rant and rave so much about drugs when the opportunity is there is the pure fact that most people fall for the addiction. ADDICTION is what I have an issue about. And the result of the addiction. I haven't met one person, known one person well enough who does recreational drugs and is NOT addicted. I'm actually waiting to meet that one person and quite frankly don't believe I ever will.

And surely having a half sister who is highly intelligent, gets good grades, writes very well, has a lot of beautiful talents feels empty inside enough to allow herself to become addicted to Meth. She clearly knows how I feel about the drug and kept it from me and the family for about a year. She said she started out doing it only once in a while but it progressed because shes addicted. Now she can't go very long without it yet sets her goal for the first of the year to start rehab.

When I drink alcohol which is once every few months, I dont become extremely drunk and make it an addiction. You dont see me preaching so much about hating pot in particular because I dont see as many people making that an addiction but then again I may be allowing my personal experience and reactions to people who have done or do more harsher drugs effect my outlook on the whole subject.

If you're one of who knows how many people who can engage in "drugs" without an addiction then great. Good for you. I'm happy for you. Glad you have that fricken control but there sure aren't many out there.

But where I choose to live my life close with family as much as possible, picking up my sister from school everyday, encouraging her to do more positive things, think more positively, always smiling when she's around, suggesting more healthier foods when we're together, building more communication, I do hope that when she did ask for help last week she will forever always know that I love her unconditionally and always ready and willing to help her with her addiction as much as I can, any way that I can because its not right! She doesn't need it. She could be doing other things with herself than throwing her worthy self away.

So yea... drugs are good. Go do drugs. I'm actually glad you have a lot of responsibility and some worth in this society otherwise... well I guess you'd be like my sister and many other people in this world. At least thats how I see it.