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In regards to Sir Wanksalot last post... you speak about relationships and how most of them turn out to a big joke... first off, I don't see why that's a huge concern of yours. If I were you I'd stress out over other things rather than something that has nothing to do with you. I mean shit its obviously not a bad thing to be selfish... that's one good moral I've learned in this business.

(boy i love sarcasm)

Then secondly, speaking on my behalf, not anyone else's... but who says a damn fuckin' relationship is the most important thing in life? If you think of all the things we do in life, ask yourself "why do you do it?" it's obviously because you LIKE IT, LOVE IT, WANT IT, ENJOY IT etc. so you're living to fulfill your wants and needs. Otherwise you'd go ballistic. I guess that's the most important thing in life.

Getting down to knowing exactly what it is, who knows, figure it out. But I'm sure as hell that not everyone wants a happy go lucky relationship to mooch off someone or let alone let someone mooch off you.

It would seem more desirable to do whatever I damn please, say no to the things I dont want to do, say yes and go buck wild with my desires, tell those assholes of the world to go fuck off and leave me alone and find someone else to bother, praise the ones who appreciate me as a person, blah blah blah, that's a life to live.

My goal for this year is to be able to tell people to fuck off in the nicest way and not feel bad about it. I need to toughen up they way I have remorse for others. I've noticed that from wasting my time doing so, I've not only hurt myself, but allow others to hurt me, screw me over, and only put my life at a hault. Lucky for them. Shitty for me, that'll change in good time.

Have a good one everybody.

XOXO

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