No one wants to die. Everyone wants attention. These two truisms combine with the human need for sex to form the third pathology of why beautiful, young ladies pursue and persist in having sex on film. The yearning for immortality (and perhaps, immorality) and the human ego compel many young women to try pornography.

Death scares us all. Sex is how life perpetuates itself but under normal circumstances also carries consequences (pregnancy, disease, debates amongst partners about money and the position of the toilet seat.) Unnatural (non-life perpetuating/non-love expressing) sex provides fun and temporary escape from the fact that we are going to die. Some women see pornography as the solution to this dilemma.

After we die, theoretically we only live on in the memory of others… eventually they die and we are forgotten. But when large amounts of durable media (tapes, dvds) exist of a beautiful young woman having all kinds of sex, particularly unnatural sex like two large penises in her vagina or perhaps even her rectum, the probability that she will be remembered and thought about long after her death is substantially increased. This is important. Once something is seen by a person, it can’t be erased, unless that person dies, is donkey punched incorrectly or inhales too many whippets. I think of myself, and the fact that 10-12 years ago, recently graduated and working, I would come home and pop in a porno tape to relieve stress. I still vividly recall 90% of what I viewed back then. I remember Kimberly Kyle taking four loads in a wine glass, including one from Peter North, and gulping it down. Kimberly Kyle is alive in my mind for as long as I breathe. And now anyone reading this has the name Kimberly Kyle in their minds as well. Immortality is within a young lady’s grasp thru pornography. Her face, her eyes, her breasts, her birth canal…all will live on.

Of course, it is subtle irony that the means of perpetuating life, sex, is at the heart of this. By having unnatural (non-life perpetuating) sex on film, things like facial ejaculations, bukkakes, and anal creampies, a young woman’s “life” is artificially preserved. It really is a deep thought to ponder and meditate: it’s almost like the poor-person’s cryogenic freeze, except it takes place in the minds of people. And this is where the EGO and need for attention comes in…both for when the girl is alive and after her passing. While alive, the girl’s sexual pleasure captured on film is used by men all over the world, of all walks of life, education and income brackets, to produce sexual pleasure (i.e. auto-stimulation of the penis to the point of ejaculation.) Millions of potential lives are spilled in honor of this woman every second….her attention needs and ego are filled and stoked, and the images of that young lady accepting the cum into her mouth from another woman’s anus are BURNED into the memory of men right at the moment of their orgasmic sexual bliss. This will continue throughout the young porn starlets’ lives and long after the young ladies on film are dead. I still, in a pinch, call upon Kimberly Kyle to help relieve my body of DSB, Dangerous Sperm Buildup....

This is a powerful motivation for a young woman to pursue pornography as a career. I am sitting here being served coffee by a young lady who cannot be more than 20 years of age…she is attractive, slim athletic build. Her eyes are Hazel, hair brown…I will remember her for a week maybe…but if I was watching her consume 7 loads of semen from the coffee cup into which she is now pouring my coffee, well, she would be on the brink of immortality. If she only knew …. Perhaps if I told her I could say I am pro-life.

more like why did I read this pt 3 0f 4... my heart thumps in anticipation at the thought of part 4.