Because at one point he wanted to use me badly... I almost gave in. I got a lot of drunken phone calls from him when he was out partying with Catalina. It got annoying cuz he knows I dont live that kind of scene. At least he was being thoughtful I guess. Thats besides the point. I thought about it more and realized it wasn't worth it. And I think he was very unhappy with my decision. So since then he used the typical immature insults like many of us are familiar with on the board just cuz he failed to get his way once again. And from then on I grew an undying hatred for him. He's cool to talk to nonetheless... other than that he's better off using his prick on some other whore, one that may like it better than me.
Reality is, I'll never be what I have been the last few years in this industry, today. I'm starting to get tired yet in denial at the same time. So I'm just taking it day by day with this industry focusing on other things for the time being.