First, I think it is absolutely hilarious that because I fail to respond to some article by a shit talking, no-life, like all the other pornstars do, they find it necessary to concoct ever more imaginative stories, and elaboration just to try and get my attention. Not speaking of anyone in particular on this site, I talking about four people who run gossip sites. I am no angel, I give you that, however at least I didn't smoke, toke, or inject myself with a bunch of drugs 10 mins before posting a bunch of shit about someone, for doing drugs like one piece of shit that comes to mind. I have actually been in AA for the past month and haven't worked, nor will I go back to work until my ass is completely straightened out.There will always be some truth behind a rumor, or gossip blog, but to say that I said something asinine like 1.not ask for a test on set 2.I had a baby and put it in the trash 3.did heroine 4.passed out on set 5.being locked inside a DJ booth is just ridiculous. I have made a lot of mistakes during my career, but you will never EVER catch me talking shit about someone else when they are doing the same thing simultaneously. To address Jim Powers, I never called him any names, or gossiped about him, for him to call me an idiot after on each and every set of his, they would have a bottle of Absolut waiting for me, is just childish.I turned down meatholes, NOT because of the degradation (give me a fucking break, just look at my other titles from him) it was because at that time I was considering another contract. As far as Wankus is concerned, after working for him, becoming close and then bailing, there is only one reason why that after ALL this time he still must mention me anytime he can. Use your imagination. No, I did not "beat up" my husband, I was drunk and trying to get in my car, he tried to stop me by tackling me to the floor. A brief struggle and a few harsh words, he called the police and in the instance of any kind of domestic dispute, physical or otherwise, the intoxicated is always arrested. Performing in a tranny film and being ridiculed for that and not for something like Sodom (which to me is more emotionally degrading to me because of the eating dirt, being left in a desert, throwing myself down in the sand, fucking a pig, and basically being absolutely filthy through the whole movie)doesn't make any sense to me. I loved that tranny scene, it was a fantasy of mine for a long time. I am the one who actually asked for it. The overall demand from responses that I received while under contract was that fans wanted me to do gonzo, and now that I am, they say that my status has gone down. Remind now who was the one on drugs? You call me names because I had a pet goat? Did it not even dawn on you to maybe find out the reason why, before judging me? In my spare time I rescue and rehabilitate wounded and mistreated animals and then find them good homes, however, I'm always the bad guy. Yes, I was a HUGE flake there for a while, and been slammed and publicly humiliated for much longer then anyone for it. That was just a small percentage of bones I need to pick, so please remember next time you have something to say, use the constructive criticism tact, because I am still human.

Hell yeah! Cindy came to kick ass!

nice one cindy, ive always loved your work... just do one thing for me.. please please please please please please do American Bukkake!

shit you of helped me rescue animals

You could have helped me get that owl from the underground parkades fans(i work security)

That was a doozy> first the spca wasnt open, then i had to turn off the fan blades--so i had to call the big kahoona at 3am, then rescue and wildlife couldnt come till monday, then in the morning some drunks kids were tormenting the thing

Then someone said take off the bolts for the fan casing, but i was afraid the thing would scratch my face off, or would fly onto the highway the getting rolled--

owl=not fun

Way to take a stand C.C. If its true that you've been in A.A. now for a month I wish you good luck, hang with the program.

more important--at least to me--than all this bullshit drama someone concocted about you, what was the name of that CD you had me play last time i shot you? i want to buy it but i can't remember who it was-- it was some kind of emo/techno/trance/ kind of thing...with vocals... you said he was your favorite

wait, you threw a baby in the trash?

Good for you Cindy. If you are trying to get clean and sober, I commend you because that is the hardest task in life.
Good Luck to you. Keep on rockin chick.

Cindy I can certainly understand how mad you would get when all these terrible things are said about you. If you would like to set the record straight on paper in print drop me an e-mail and we will let you tell your side of the story. We'll do an interview for Xcitment Magazine that will probably appear on Lukeisback.com as well. Writercindi@aol.com
Cindi Loftus

Hey Cind, welcome to the board. Try not to take it too seriously, we talk a lot of shit. You seem like one of the few porn chicks with something to say besides "Come see me in Sperm Slurping Sluts #87". Let yourself go on this board, tell all, don't hold back, and you will be loved for it.



P.S. Get Jessica Darlin and Jewel D'Nyle to post also. That would be mad proper.

Hi Cindy,
I was actually there at Club Spirit that night-you were the only one of the bunch that was nice enough to pose with us for pictures-skanky Taylor ran inside-and dissed us-anyway, I wanna thank you for being so nice-you rock! Will you be at AVN this year?

Good one Cindy. Hope you get healthy and comeback strong. You're the hottest honey to grace my DVD player, ever!!!

Love your heat!

i still love you!

Hi Cindy, i think your scene in Swallow my Pride 3 is one of best porm scene ever

Now im really looking forward to see the movies you have done after the gonzo comeback.