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Well being that I worked only half as much this year as I did the last few years I wasn't expecting to get nominated for anything. Not only that even when I have worked my butt off I wasn't really nominated for much credible things. I'll just remain used to being nominated for Unsung Siren every year at the XRCO Awards Show and lose to the overly rated chick. LOL

I dont really need any recognition for what I did anyways, what is done is done and is the past now. As long as I and the important people in the industry that I've worked for know I'm reliable and am more than just decent at the scenes I perform in. Other than that, screw it all.

If my life continues to go the way it has been lately, I'll become a newborn civilian again... I give myself another year at the very most before I've completely disappeared unless someone wants me to direct something. We shall see how the future unravels. WOOT WOOT!!!



You know Gen, it's just not right you slowly fading from the industry in some sort of controlled manner..."it's better to burn out than to fade away". Maybe you could become Jeff's inhouse female director, holding the hair back during AB shoots, providing plenty of water for Pariah and friends for long afternoons at the "piss mops" house and generally being a useful set lackey like Ashley. I'll be sad to see you go.
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just what the hell was this cunt thinking???? (micheal mayhem)