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pitiful ryan. not pitiful in the "failed and weak attempt" sense-pitiful in the sense watching you vs. willie was like a down-syndrome kid locking his arms outstretched like windmill blades and flailing at his special-olympics soccer coach screaming his while making retarded-sounds somewhere in between weeping and anger after his team lost and he can't understand why. you're an ugly man-a man with little intelligence and a small prick-right now as you sit here as c-list male talent being that abortion-cantidate i compared you to and fighting futiley for your pride on a message board.......this is it. your life has peaked, it's not going to get better, and the near future holds another few years until the phone stops ringing, you can't afford a new script for cialis. then you move on to a few years of desperately hustling handjobs like the ruined dirk diggler at the end of boogie nights. just without the huge dick. when crying yourself to sleep after another night in the parking lots of highway plazas gets too oppressive---then comes the mop. and it'll be transient-mopping, never even having your own coveralls, you'll be wearing hand-me-downs so continously you'll even think your own name is jose until you think back on the mediocrity that was your porn career and mutter in typical janitorial fashion under your breath "i'm ryan knox, i'm ryan knox, everybody wants to be me-yeah, 'cuz they're not a stud like ryan knox".

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