When you seem to earn a lot of money, but never have any. But your boyfriend has a new car.

When none of your old friends want anything to do with you now.

When your idea of a good time is stuffing coke up your nose, hitting a club and hoping Luke Ford will be there to take your picture.

When you pick up your first prescription for anti-biotics or penicillin.

When your family publicly disown you.

When your circle of friends is made up entirely of people in the adult industry.

When you get knocked up and the only people who come to your rescue after all your loyal years in the industry are Suze and Holly.

When your whoring escapades are posted here and you run away in denial.

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