This are not spams. None of the post I put out are SpaMs. I just wanted to ask you a question: Have you ever seen a woman get abused by her boyfriend/husband and got sexually turned on by it? I have. I was playing the Masterpiece board game with my buddy at his and his wife's house and she spilled the baked beans she'd cooked for us on the carpet. He beat her, really slapped her around, right in front of me and called her stupid and ugly and she cried and I just sat there and watched and got and erection and later I jerked off and relived the incident in my mind.