or just come out of the closet and pursue that boyhood dream of selling your floral arrangements for a living. this is beyond obsession or even just being an abomination that spits in the face of god's will while his parents consider him dead. OCD, meet no self-honesty--you're going to make evil angel a lot of scratch together.
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"She has no waist, no arse...an interesting face...but all we are really worshipping is two bags of silicone"

Martin Amis "honoring" katie price with a character bearing some of her traits