"Sorry but I dont swing that way. Maybe you and your other alt.fag buddies find that shit cool but I dont think talking about my inner child and painting my nails with other men to be very hetro."

Dude! Homophobia is SO PASSÉ! We are living in a new millennium. Gay bashing went out with the 80's that means you are 2 decades behind)!

I think your fascination with the subject matter lends to credence that you are not 100% comfortable in your own sexuality.

Here's some suggested reading for you:
Gay self help books

PS: Women find gay bashing VERY unattractive.

Good luck with this. I support you on your journey!