Bro, I think u are underage, you sound like it. You sound like your about 15 or it could be you are actually 40 and still haven't got laid! It's sad that youre life is so lame and you are so insecure that you apply a sadomachoist attitude to women you can only masturbate to only cause real women want nothing to do with your ugly fat ass!
These women on film are ARTISTS.