He seems a little bitter.

From lukeford.com

Fayner Posts: I guess I can now share with you why I'm no longer friends with Ashley Blue.

I've known Ashley pretty much since she entered the porno business with then-boyfriend Trent Tesoro back in 2001 or 2002 ("I can't remember exactly," Trent told me when I asked for an exact date. "You know how many drugs I've taken since then?" ed not: we do!). Back then Ash was a card-carrying sweetheart, and we became very good friends. As with all my porno chick friends, I did my best at Hustler and LukeFord.com to promote Ashley as a top-notch smut slut in exchange for nothing. That's what friends are for.

Through the breakup with Trent and the now-defunct romance with Jonni Darkko, I remained a friend to Ash, despite also being buds with both guys.

I refuse to speculate about the wheeling and dealing and/or kneeling which led to Ashley winning 2004's AVN Female Performer of the Year, but the result of her award is hard to ignore.

It's hard to pinpoint the exact moment Ashley turned from card-carrying sweetheart to the egotistically holier-than-thou biatch she's become, and to try would just aid in her belief that she truly is the Cat's Meow. All I can say is when my calls and phone messages to Ashley remained unanswered for days then weeks then months I got the feeling I was being blown off.

It sucks when you lose a friend. It really sucks when that friend is a porno "star" and your friendship ends 'cause they feel that they're better than you (and although I've never been told this by Ashley or anyone else she still deems worthy of her greatness, it's too obvious to ignore). Now, regardless of my privileged background, college degree and success as a writer, I've never deemed myself better than anyone. Ever. And when someone in my life is not wanted, for whatever reason, I pride myself in being respectful enough to tell them we can no longer be friends. But when someone like Ashley, a girl who accepts dick on film for money believes she is too good for me and hasn't the gonads to confront me about it, I get pissed off. And when I get pissed off, I write about it. Call it my healing process, call it revenge, call it what you will; any way you look at it, it's something I can not ignore.

Those lucky enough to still be member of Ashley's special club may read this in disbelief. I know I would if I hadn't been dismissed as her chum. But the countless emails and calls I receive asking if I know where she is and if she is okay and why hasn't she returned calls for months speak for themselves, and what they are saying none of these people want to hear.

And what I tell these concerned people who feel abandoned by Ashley Blue is simple and quick and to the point.

Ashley Blue is better than you.

Everybody else has deteriorated, getting mean, bitter and selfish. But drug-addled Fayner has stayed the same.

I don't think so.

Someone needs to give him a mirror for his birthday...

Mr. Fayner's life is ruined.

yea she has changed a lot in the last few years but i think it also just goes with her character of Ashley Blue. And she's just living her porno girl image than who she really is. Porn is her now. Something like that. A lot of us girls get stuck in that for a while sometimes. Some never. Its a shame but its life. Deal.

Ashley Blue? Are you kidding me??? Shes a dirty filthy fucking whore. A C- rated one at that ( thats being kind and grading on a curve). Its mot like Kerri Sable or samantha ryan not returning phone calls or emails, Its Ashley blue.

Just because she qualifies for star staus at JM Prod doesnt mean shit to me or most. SHe is still Little old ashley blue with sub par looks...isnt that all that matters in porn anyways????

i don't see why anybody would get their feelings all hurt for anyway...people get fuckin busy.

I'll go a month with out talking to a friend, no big deal. They got their shit, i got mine.

when we meet up again, hang out whatever, i appreciate the time we have.

shit, if i don't hear back from girls in the biz, it's all good because i know they'll hit me up when they have the chance, but you don't trash someone about it your site...

man-up. , Man the fuck Up.

Hey, Monster. Howz it goin, dood?

morrissey, as in the smiths? nobody likes morrissey?

oh and... I think fayner looks into the mirror as much as anyone, it's just that his image ( and hence perception of himself) is distorted by all the little chunks of white stuff.

could always enter the contest...

Get Fayner a mirror for his birthday?! By reading his rants one would guess he already has several -- all covered in white residue. Maybe, just maybe, that's one reason Ashley Blue doesn't give Fayner any love. Fayner was dumb enough to let Taylor Rain take over his website. Blue is smart enough to stay away from Fayner and to sign a contract. Funny as he is in his (albeit more and more rare) moments of humor, 10 years from now who's going to remember Fayner? (Or, more likely, he'll still be hanging around, doing blow, soliciting blowjobs from porn chicks since he couldn't get laid outside of porn if he walked down Hollywood Boulevard on a Saturday night with an electric guitar.) Whatever some of you think about Blue being unattractive, she's successful as hell, stars in one of the most hilarious series ever (Girlvert) and still has half her brain left. Ultimately, who really cares? They have each taken their tiny slice in porn history, something 99.9999% of the population couldn't give a crap about. On that note, I think I'll join the majority on this one and do something real.

FAYNER swallows loads. He should be put in a Brandon Irons flick either that or register for his male escort service.

Please. The only fuck work Fayner would get would be as a stunt corpse in some sick necro fantasy.

I hear he's even afraid to leave the house because cadaver dogs always end up following him.