I have this posted in my Blog on Myspace but I figured some of you don't use myspace or too lazy to use it and since the board needs some contributation, here's some entertainment. Beware its long...

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Hate can be a harsh word although when it comes to a point in time when you truly hate something then its very necessary to use the word "Hate" nothing wrong with that. Right? Well that leaves me with a long list of things that I truly hate. Enjoy the list!

I hate people in general who dare to show any form of temper towards me for no reason at all, especially when I have nothing to do with the situation.

I hate slow drivers who have no reason for it. Especially the ones that get in my fucking way. If someone is on your ass, maybe there's a good reason for it. So get the fuck out of the way. Especially if you're in the fast lane.

I hate it more than anything when someone is bad with hygiene. It's not difficult to brush your teeth. It takes a minute or two. At it literally takes seconds to put deodorant. If you can spend 10-20minutes showering, why can't you do that?

I hate racist people. It's un-called for and there's no legitimate reason out there to be that way. When you have a good reason, bring it to my attention but I doubt you'll ever convince me. Now being prejudice is one thing because we all have our own prejudices to some degree but hating another race is another thing.

I hate people who think they can take their anger out on me cuz they had a bad day or someone pissed them off. Again, I have nothing to do with it and if I'm your friend of any worthiness, then I should be making you smile and have you forget about the situation so get the fuck over it.

I hate it when people over-use the word "LOVE" or use the the word when they really don't mean it cuz they're retarded for ever thinking they could use the word "LIKE" instead. People like that make the word "LOVE" lose its meaning. I hate that.

I can't stand it when people think they can get away with overly depending on me or being too dependant on someone else whether its for material things, emotional-wise, anything. Especially bitches who can't seem to live a life without having a boyfriend. Get over it, there's more to life than that. Open your eyes for goodness sakes. Try a vibrator for once.

I hate materialistic people. Especially when they go over board. Especially when people truly believe this a big difference between a authentic Gucci bag and a knock-off. Whether one last longer than the other, in reality, you dumb people wouldn't be using the same purse long enough for it to wear out anyways. DUH!

Hah, I hate people who steal. Not just from me but even from other people. Of course I hate it when someone steals from me cuz god damn it, no matter what I do for means of income, I still work my ass off for everything I buy so go fucking get it yourself with your own hard earned money. Besides why would you want to hurt someone like that? So gay!

I hate people who are only nice to me because they want something. Whether it be help, advice, sex, material things. It's all a pathetic move on your part if you're this kind of person. Go fuck someone that's open about being fuck buddies instead of assuming and wasting someone elses time and taking a chance of hurting them with your STUPID PATHETIC LITTLE REBOUND BULLSHIT! hahaha there's no excuse.

I hate it when someone says "I'll do anything for you" because literally, no you wouldn't. If that were the case then you wouldn't be putting yourself before that person and that's not a very strong quality, now is it? Nope. Take care of yourself first because you just might not be the strongest person there that time a certain someone needs you.

I hate people who ask for more than they give or offer. That's not only for material things, that can pertain to a general friendship or relationship. You should not make someone feel like a burden when in reality they should be able to come to you at any given time without being brushed aside like a stupid little rat. Especially when you say you LOVE them or CARE about them. Anything along those lines.

I hate ungreatful people. Especially when everything is handed over to them. When they haven't experienced the life of poverty and misfortune. So what if your fucking roll-pan got dented because your stupid ass backed up too far. Lets not bitch and cry about it. It's done and over with what can you do? Fix it eventually, so shut up. Yea okay, so you'll look like an idiot for a while is that what you think? What a retard!

I hate people who try to act tough. You know the Jesse James tough. No emotion. No compassion. No, anything. You're not as tough as you think you are and you're not as tough as you think you'll ever be. You have a heart, brain, nervous system, intestines, you've got electricity going through that measley body of yours... guess what? You have feelings too. Show a little its okay to be human you freak!

I hate people who say "CRYING IS FOR PUSSIES" I'll tell you something. Every person that I've known who has stood by that phrase ends up at one point crying so hard like a new born baby (literally) that it actually makes me wanna laugh in their face. And say, "OH I THOUGHT CRYING IS FOR PUSSIES!" "Oh wait! You are ONE" and I've done just that. I wonder if he still stands by that quote.

I hate it when people play games. If you want someone, ask for it. You need help with something, ask for it. You need something, ask for it. You want to spend time with someone, ask for it. Whatever it is, go for it. Stop wasting your god damn time. If you get rejected big fucking deal, move on. If you can't handle "NO" once in a while then maybe you're not even ready for whatever situation you try to get yourself caught up in.

I hate it when people can never admit their own faults. Even if it was just a simple mistake. If it was a mistake, then say so. Dont deny the possibility of acknowledging it. Now THAT makes you a pussy.

I hate it when people make false judgement without knowing facts. You dont have to be educated with a fucking Ph.D in anything to figure shit out. If you really cared to know, you'd look it up so you don't come off as an ignorant asshole. Or just ask.

I hate it when people make serious assumptions about another person. What's the point? Why dont you make conversation so you can experience and get to know the truth before making definite assumptions and making a fool out of yourself? Wow what a concept.

I hate it more than anything when someone is dealing with a bad case of insecurity whether its due from major lack of maturity or just because they got screwed over by someone. For goodness sake, remember each person is a different person and each different person knows and have experienced many different things from another, so take that into consideration and get over your insecurity and just enjoy life.

I hate it when people express their opinions as if it were true fact that a human being has to live and abide by or else they're doomed for eternal hell or something. Fact will blow anyone's opinion away no matter what it is. So if someone does something that makes them happy or brings them pleasure to some degree, then so be it. What's moral and immoral is your opinion and again in reality, opinions dont matter. They can be taken into consideration none-the-less. And that just depends on the person and whether they want to take the consideration of listening. DO what you damn please and fuck everyone else. I'm sure you have your own good reasons why you do what you want.

I hate people who force religion or constantly preach it to those who don't want to listen. When someone is ready to listen then they will seek someone who is willing to preach. We all come into phases in life where there's a certain something we want to read about, discover and understand. Some do that at an early age, some later than others. So why focus of force so much? Let nature take its course. Otherwise you're wasting your time on something that is useless and you might as well do something that will make you happy than frustrated.

I hate it when people have the nerve to ask me if I want any of their joint. Give me a fucking break, just because you smoke it and all your buddies smoke it, doesn't mean I will. That's so irritating and does offend me only because I take great pride in the choices I make for myself. Whether you believe its harmful or not, I find myself healthier not doing it as opposed to smoking it. To each his own, better for you than me. So be it. Feel like justifying yourself? Don't waste your time.

I also hate it when people think doing any recreational drug suck as cocaine, meth, acid, etc., is the greatest thing in the world. Or the fact that it helps them escape their hardships. Or think they'll never get addicted. Or have some funny idea that it's not gonna hurt them like it does to others cuz they're superman! haha, okay that's fine. Better you than me. But don't go crying to me asking for help either cuz I helped you in the beginning when I told you not to do it and its not good for you. I dont think I would waste my time telling someone, something isn't good for them for the hell of it. I have good reason for everything. But you're right, drugs won't hurt you at all. But you'll think otherwise later down the road. I'll just nod my head and move on with my life and face my worries, face my stress. NO matter what you do, reality will smack you across the face whether you're sober or not and when you're coming down from a high the smack will hurt worse than it would if you had never tried to run away. And sorry but "I only do it once in a while for fun" is a lame excuse. Don't lie to yourself and don't lie to your friends and family. Cuz that leads to the next thing I hate on my list.

I hate liars. I really do. Be yourself. If someone doesn't like you for who you are then I guess they're really not worth being your friend and certainly not worth your time. There's about 6 billion people in this world. You can't tell me you'll never find a few other people who can be a part of your life as a true friend for life without lying.

And because this is getting too long and you guys are probably falling asleep... I hate secrets. Especially when someone has the right to know of the secret. Because then that just leads to being shady and that leads to being a straight out liar. If you're dating someone and really like the person, he/she has every right to ask you anything she wants and expect a full honest answer. THat will only show her who you really are and what he/she's willing to get involved with. Why hide things when it could be something that could prevent you and the other person from wasting their time with someone they probably never would have wanted to be with in the end. Something to think about.

Yea, one day I'll get around to a list of things I LIKE. It would most definitely be a longer list of things that I LOVE since I do cherish that word more than any other.

.....I thought I was going to make that list....

Gen, now I know I need to buy you and drink at the AEE next year. And Jesus, you think too much!

hehe I dont know if you can buyyyyyy me but you can buy me a drink, haha... but I guess that explains why my head hurts. It's not the tumors after all LMAO

Wow, my sense of syntax is all fucked up. But now I'm gonna hold you to that. I'll be stalking...I mean around...from Wednesday eve on.

All that hate. You need to be grudgefucked

hehe I was but I need it again!

Tell those people offering you a toke to go find Smut.

does anybody actually read all this crap?

hahahahaha believe it or not but yea they do... a lot. Weird huh? I always thought so. hahahhaa

I disagree... everything I've said have been an association to my life. Avoiding in fear of rejection is just a degree of fearing a certain amount of reality and therefore fearing reality you choose to just carrying on your involvement just the way it is. I understand, I've been there. But it doesn't last a huge amount of time. And in the end, either way, you leave broken hearted or hurt.

But then again, everyone's choices in that sense and what they consider is game playing is different from another. And those are just how I perceive my own. Age isn't so much the factor... its more so experience. And one can experience plenty in a short amount of time. And Im not saying that one who is older hasn't experienced more... more likely yes they have. But doesn't mean one younger hasn't experienced the same. It all depends on the paths taken in life.

That's how I see it.

sounds like the rantings of someone on methamphetimine

wow, that's psychotic to say. But okay! LoL

Hmm... I was googling my name yesterday to see what kind of crap is out there of me and found that message board. Otherwise I would have never found that place.

I haven't had a problem there yet, but its only been a day. I'm usually a civil person so I shouldn't have a problem. If they whine to the point I can't stand it then I guess I won't post there often. We'll see, thanks for the heads up.

What's the link to the Adult Film Stars forum?