Nope its not a bad thing in itself. That's how you are and no one can change that but you. On a personal note it wouldn't be a loss to me, I'd be happier to see you move on to the many opportunities out there. Enjoy.
I'm not ready to do any content trade right now as i said earlier. I'll have you in mind so when I do need you if you' re still interested, I'd be glad to pay for your updated test. Until then I have many things to straighten out at home and catch up on work. So bare with me and my lack of content on my site. Afterall you shouldn't complain, it's free.