My guess is that she has not done anything this severe before....she believed that a career in porn would be filled with glamour, money and fame. Knowing that her head will be UPSIDEDOWN very shortly, her throat being brutally fucked by a large cock solely for the enjoyment of others is unsettling. I like to think she is having flashback thoughts to her high school days when guys would kiss her ass just for a chance to cop a feel, now she is waiting in line to be degraded on video. Perhaps she is asking herself "Why?" That's why I love porn.