FUCK. See, monkey is basically right, this IS tough to accept about kyoto...the tiny part of me that is still reasonable and believes in the great pumpkin kinda understands how kyoto could have been ....'confused' when he first came to XPT, and his frustration with whores in general (which we all can relate to on some level) may have ruled his emotions...

When I first discovered XPT and joined in late December '04, I was at home one night recuperating from a broken collarbone I received after flipping my wheelchair over on Fremont Street in Vegas.....My first few posts were Vicodin-induced cauldrons of confusion and porn naivete. It wasnt until a couple weeks passed hanging out in the cage that I became comfortable being the evil-crippled-perverted-genius...with-a-heart... that I am.

Kyoto may have succumbed to either peer pressure, or may have been emotionally damaged by the 'rough-handled-rejection-at-the-hands-of Club Jenna Security' at 2004 AVN. I dunno, I still hate cats but Kyoto's Psychopathic Rage made many of us seem innocuous and thus able to say whatever the fuck we wanted without drawing any attention from FBI-Quantico....