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I'm having some sort of weird melt down. I did a movie with Julie night the other day (tuesday) and I fell in love with her. I swore I would take her away from porn and make her my wife. then I drank a gajillion more beers. the we went to psk where the binge continued. then I wound up at home and all I can think about is Julie. I don't want to leave the house. (I haven't since then) I don't want to eat. I don't want to edit.

Im scared to call her.
Me and Hayley may go to TJ Saturday for Mexican food.
I think I have gone crazy.
I got a text message today that said "Thanks for playin me whore"

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