Something I wish to share....Those on this board who know me know I am into D/s sexual relationships. D/s has many facets including the humiliation/degradation of the sub partner. My current gf has a strong bend to be humiliated verbally as well as sexually, she chooses to be totally dominated by her lover. Both of us have long ago stopped trying to find out why we feel this way, we just enjoy the fact that we are what we are. While contemplating unique ways to enjoy my slut, not to long ago I grabbed a lip liner pencil from her vanity and wrote "Slut-Pig", "Cunt", "Fuck-Toy" etc. over her body while I continued my abuse of her. Later on she confessed to me that the most humiliating and degrading experience she had was taking the writing off when she was cleaning up after we were done. (This means she loved it). The other night, during a particularly intense session, I wrote nasty things all over her again, this time BACKWARDS so she could see and read them in the bathroom mirror. When our fuck session was completed, I dragged her into the bathroom. She most likely figured for a piss wash or toilet dunk as I'm prone to do to her. This time, I just sat on the small bench in our bathroom and watched her as she started cleaning of the make up words while looking into the almost full length mirror. Seeing her do that, her young body, (shes 23 I'm 41), her pretty face, and hair was a turn on. But what got me the most...was the look of total shame and humiliation on her face. Her expression, the tears of shame that welled up!! I began thinking about her tight ass yuppie bitch friends, her folks, her school teacher ex-boyfriend and the people who know and love her at work (Shes an interior designer) what would they think if they saw this!!!!!????? I got flushed, so fucking excited despite cumming 5 minutes before I had a raging boner. It usually takes me about an hour to get good wood again, I'm not young anymore. But man I was primed this time! When she finished she turned to me with tears on her face, I grabbed her hair, forced her to her knees and jerked off all over her face and hair. We then showered together I let her live in subspace for a while. After dinner and a show that night when we were bedding down, she told me mushy shit that I wont bore you with here. If I die today or live to 100 I will NEVER forget the rush of being so turned on by her humiliation. Am I a sick fuck? Am I getting like Simp, wishing these visions could be preserved forever on tape? (one of her hard limits is taping/pictures showing her face) I wish more of mainstream porn would provide this type of non-sexual degradation and humiliation, especially the body writing which I have found very enticing. I recall a MH episode with Tiffany...she asked to have "WHORE" written on her with magic marker but they didn't comply. I would like to see this type of degradation take place. C'mon Jeff, Brandon, MeatHoles Crew. Take out an eyebrow pencil and write on your favorite whore. More spitting, more slapping, and make them display their purpose.

Respectfully always,

ChiXter