I have an extraordinary high capacity for hatred. . Maybe it is because my father was a Vietnam vet and an intense violent man, I don't want to fall into the stereotype of blaming my parents for my problems. Maybe I should just become a right wing Nazi to get out my aggression, it seems like the cool thing to do right now. I think of myself as wimpy little pussy which is ironic because my physical weakness is the only thing that keeps my explosive temper in check. If I was more physical imposing, I probably would have killed someone by now. Sometimes I really wish I had the balls to eat a bullet. Fuck you all.

Maybe because you think of yourself as a wimpy little pussy is why you hate and be angry. Stop dat chit. You remind me of some of the juvies I worked with. We don't choose our parents or circumstances when we're young. Play the hand you're dealt- Captain Cliche.

My guess is you have some musical talent, are reasonably intelligent and when the chips are down do the right thing. Pretty good foundation IMHO.

My life is based on doing the wrong thing.

Get your fat fucking ass into the gym and use that anger to carve out an ubermensch. Physical weakness and mental weakness are unacceptable.

Thanks Rollins.

Maybe to yourself!