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You just love to insult me. And btw, shooting nude women isn't as easy as you think it is. In fact, it's damn difficult, especially when the model is green and/or has flaws I have to deal with. I know you hate the porn industry and will only see it as the evil one-eyed monster that lives in your closet, but I am going to continue to work in the industry, I'm going to have a family, and I'm going to be a damn good mother. So you can take your opinions on me, my job, and my family and shove it up your ass.

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There aren't any difficult issues here. Porn is bad for you like cigarettes and MTV and a million things are bad for you. Humans are weak. They struggle to survive. Sometimes we do bad things, often because they are less bad than the alternatives. Nobody who could be shooting or writing for Vanity Fair magazine or Hollywood is making porn or writing about porn. Porn is a refuge for the lazy, for people who don't want to push themselves to do something noble.

Oone of the definitions I've read for pornography is that it is the lowest form of artistic endeavor.

Holly wanted to be a fashion photographer but decided that would be too hard. Porn is easy, particularly for a girl like her. Holly, like any decent photographer, can shoot beaver in her sleep. There aren't any special skills to making porn. It's the easiest way she can make a great living and buy lots of expensive shoes and take exotic vacations.

Do I respect pornographers? Not for making porn. I may respect them for other qualities.

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There aren't any difficult issues here. Porn is bad for you like cigarettes and MTV and a million things are bad for you. Humans are weak. They struggle to survive. Sometimes we do bad things, often because they are less bad than the alternatives. Nobody who could be shooting or writing for Vanity Fair magazine or Hollywood is making porn or writing about porn. Porn is a refuge for the lazy, for people who don't want to push themselves to do something noble.

Oone of the definitions I've read for pornography is that it is the lowest form of artistic endeavor.

Holly wanted to be a fashion photographer but decided that would be too hard. Porn is easy, particularly for a girl like her. Holly, like any decent photographer, can shoot beaver in her sleep. There aren't any special skills to making porn. It's the easiest way she can make a great living and buy lots of expensive shoes and take exotic vacations.

Do I respect pornographers? Not for making porn. I may respect them for other qualities.

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I imagine it would be difficult hearing this sort of thing often...

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Luke is anal and calculating. That was designed like a love potion number 9. Word of love soft and tender don't win a girl's heart no more! If ya love 'er you gotta send her somewhere she ain't never been before...

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it's very simple, luke's vanity trumped his concern for his mental health. he discontinued taking his medication and his page is already showing it-the updates either seem to come at a trickle, if at all some days. then for several days, luke swings back into a mild hypomania despite his tennis elbow and writes more than he did in the previous four days.


from tom wolfe's hooking up-luke take your lithium!

"The demise of Freudianism can be summed up in a single word: lithium. In 1949 an Australian psychiatrist, John Cade, gave five days of lithium therapy--for entirely the wrong reasons--to a fifty-one-year-old mental patient who was so manic-depressive, so hyperactive, unintelligible, and uncontrollable, he had been kept locked up in asylums for twenty years. By the sixth day, thanks to the lithium buildup in his blood, he was a normal human being. Three months later he was released and lived happily ever after in his own home. This was a man who had been locked up and subjected to two decades of Freudian logorrhea to no avail whatsoever."

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Luke needs to be on Heroin (or Oxycontin) for his tennis elbow...He would be a smiling, sweaty mess and pretty soon there would finally be hardcore porn pics from all these shoots he attends posted on lukeisback.

Holly could then get him to quit cold turkey, take him in to her home detox, sing to him Like Drew Barrymore in that movie with Steve Zahn as her Heroin addicted loser husband, change the sheets when luke shits the bed in explosive diarrhea, then after 4-1/2 days they would bond and forever be together after such a life altering experience.

I should be a therapist...

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...I should be a therapist...

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ahem... you should take care of yourself first and foremost before you go thinking you should be others therapist MISTER!

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ahem... you should take care of yourself first and foremost before you go thinking you should be others therapist MISTER!

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Gen you are like a "Reality Ninja"...every fucking time I am enjoying a good buzz, wallowing in drug induced euphoria and self pity, you come along with your "Nunchuks of Reality" and whack me in the fucking head...

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...I should be a therapist...

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ahem... you should take care of yourself first and foremost before you go thinking you should be others therapist MISTER!

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...friends Stone and Glass House?

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Introduce me Willie baby...

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C'mon luzdedos...snap out of it! Think happy.

[url=http://web.archive.org/web/19990222140901/www.lukeford.com/c89.html]Remember back to your salad days...like the day you cranked out this
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Don't go crying to me about anything if you decide to swallow yourself in drug euphoria instead of doing things that are healthy for you and make you happy at the same time.

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You are of a different class in society... successful being one. Surround yourself with the like and perhaps you'll find more who relate and fulfill your stamina of insight and intellect. And I mean the real world not XPT. And then it might put you on the right path to a better light in life. You never know until you try I guess.

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C'mon luzdedos...snap out of it! Think happy.

[url=http://web.archive.org/web/19990222140901/www.lukeford.com/c89.html]Remember back to your salad days...like the day you cranked out this
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Please repost the link-it's not working and seeing Gen fully degraded would make my day.

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Jerking off is healthy right? I know I am happy when jerking off...porn facilitates this activity, ergo Porn is healthy and I should look upon it like the flinstones chewable vitamins I popped as a kid...they didnt produce euphoria but the Orange Barney Rubbles gave me a TART sting in the bottom of my mouth.
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Jerking off is healthy right? I know I am happy when jerking off...porn facilitates this activity, ergo Porn is healthy and I should look upon it like the flinstones chewable vitamins I popped as a kid...they didnt produce euphoria but the Orange Barney Rubbles gave me a TART sting in the bottom of my mouth.
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I assume this is a joke - right?

Let's hypothetically say that I could better facilitate my masturbation by watching Smartt raping orphans in rural Brazilian villages - that wouldn't validate his behaviour.

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Luke Ford is following the path of the self-righteous. He is also following the path of hypocrisy given the fact that he profits from the porn industry while criticizing Holly Randall for same.

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If I was a great writer or reporter, do you think I'd be writing primarily on porn? No way. I'm only here because I'm not good enough (as yet) to make it anywhere else.

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It would seem you don't know many therapists..... they're all nuckin'futz!

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Luke, "use the force," "never underestimate the power of the dark side," "help you I can, yesssss, mmmm." I think you need to invite her over to your place, give off the illusion that you've prepared a nice fancy meal that you can order from california pizza kitchen. Have a bottle of chardonnay, tell her you're sorry. Then when she accepts your inferiority, you take her to your bed, have her lie on her back, move her head towards the end of the bed, unzip your pants.......and proceed to skull fuck the shit out of her until the roasted chicken and potato pizza you "made" for her is vomited all over your polar bear rug. While you're doing this, make sure you have the video camera well hidden in the closet Then post the video on your site, with this little graemlin

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Classic coochie...nice touch with the chicken and potatoes

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Luke, "use the force," "never underestimate the power of the dark side," "help you I can, yesssss, mmmm." I think you need to invite her over to your place, give off the illusion that you've prepared a nice fancy meal that you can order from california pizza kitchen. Have a bottle of chardonnay, tell her you're sorry. Then when she accepts your inferiority, you take her to your bed, have her lie on her back, move her head towards the end of the bed, unzip your pants.......and proceed to skull fuck the shit out of her until the roasted chicken and potato pizza you "made" for her is vomited all over your polar bear rug. While you're doing this, make sure you have the video camera well hidden in the closet Then post the video on your site, with this little graemlin

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It bothers me when men talk about women this way amongst eachother. Time and time again I find myself in situations where I'm in a group of males and one of them inevitably starts such vile and hateful talk, and often about their own girlfriends or wives. It makes me uncomfortable and confused and I excuse myself from the group. I think to myself if my Poppa regarded my Momma like this to his friends. Momma and Poppa were in love wiuth eachother, rarely fighted, and often cuddled. But I intuively sense that Poppa did talk about Momma like this. It upsets me because it confuses me as to what is real and reinforces my fear of men brought about by that strange fellow who bought me a Bit o Honey at Krogers when I was a boy and then proceeded to message my kidneys and butt once outside. I think of girlfriends of mine and do their new boyfriends talk about them like this, which enrages me to the point of tears almost. Does that beautiful black haired girl who sings for that rocxk & roll band Effervesence have a boyfriend or husband who regards her like this? This is a problem I have that won't go away. All these sorts of conflicts, that I have noone but you folks to talk about it with. I feel violent often now, though I am reserved and quiet for the most part. But I feel an appeal for murder posssibly.

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Fuck you, Cookie Monster.

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Fuck you, Cookie Monster.

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caoh, how'd you swing the day off from the warehouse?

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The dog is not sad-- Bonnie is very happy and I love her!



As for Luke, he has a girlfriend now (no, she's NOT in the industry, and no he's NOT allowed to write about her) so I don't think he needs me anymore. As for me, I have my vegetable garden so I don't need nuthin'. Check out my bean crop!



And thanks everyone for your kind words. I feel all gushy inside.

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Holly that is a beautiful dog and the only bummer thing about all this is not being able to follow the drama on Lukes site.

You were too good for him!

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Why the fuck did I just laugh out loud at this post?
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