Why I’m glad I’m not at the AEE

It may seem all glamorous and exciting, but overall, the AEE just isn’t all what it’s cranked up to be unless you’re on speed and going to all the right parties. It’s a circus of phoniness filled with fan-boys, parasites and industry cretins. Sure, there’s a lot of t & a to be seen, and it’s no doubt fun to mingle with the cool whores and playas in the biz, but they’re few and far between. Trust me, you don’t want to really know what most of these whores are really like underneath the glitz and goo. Most are scheming materialistic, emotionally damaged girls looking for the attention they never got from their parents and this ain’t breaking news. I used to defend them, but getting jaded is inevitable trust me. It's depressing either way. I used to wholeheartedly love porn, but I was blind to reality behind the curtain. Once you cross the line from civilian to insider there's no going back. All illusions and fantasies will be quickly dispelled. Honestly, I don’t blame the whores, it’s a fucked up world of broken marriages, child abuse and domestic violence. People are blowing themselves up or are gettting blown up and I’m not talking about oral sex and inflatable dolls. The ozone is disappearing, the planet is overpopulated and someday people will be eating soilent green if they survive the purges, famines and plagues. There’s no future, live for today, so hoes say show me the money because who wants to work at Mickey D's if Paris Hilton & Justin Timberlake are your heroes. Mainstream Hollywood is even more soul-less and most celebs are egomanical scumbags. Actors can be assholes, just ask Bukowski. Don’t get me wrong, I’m slightly glad to get paid as paltry as it is to review the product & I’ll probably go next year if I can get my act together and the world is still here. Lol.

sounds like a bit of sour grapes to me.

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sounds like a bit of sour grapes to me.

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You missed the point, the whole industry is full of shit. Make no mistake. I can get into the convention, awards and the parties, but it's the last place I'd like to be right now. I have my peeps I respect and whores I'm down with. True, I may be bitter and I'll probably be there next year, but let's get real almost everybody there is a fake. Just sayin'...