Advice Needed Please !!

Um, have I been lurking here long enough to call out a BI alt?

I'm in femdom porn too. I don't necessarily enjoy it, but it helps pay my bills. I get humiliated and roughed up, I don't need someone calling me more names and making me feel worse. Go for it subtoy, just be aware people are always going to look down on you.

I find the two subs talking to each other pretty interesting because Ive never seen that here on xpt.

I'll probably do face sitting (licking both areas) and also sex too, so it's not all terrible..

Better you suck off truckers at rest stops if you need money that bad. That way you can keep your shame to yourself.

I don't know what to say, nobody sent me a copy of the script.

As an escapist myself, I can't say that I necessarily sympathize with junkies, but I can sort of see where they're coming from. Some people don't have that supportive family and friends network that have been there to dig us out of the shit when we couldn't muster the strength and willpower ourselves. This obviously doesn't apply to all of them, but there are people out there that struggle with depression and the day to day grind and turn to dangerous substances as their escape. I firmly beleive that people need people for the most part. This is why rehabilitation operates in the fashion that it does. It gives you other people to lean on and relate with. I can tell you for a fact that I would not be here today if it wasn't for friends and family.

Fakies. I've had three different molar extractions, wisdom tooth extractions, got the top row pulled about four years ago and just got the remaing bottoms pulled about a month ago. Couldn't afford implants or restorations, so I'm denturing it. Eating sucks, but it's better than hating the way you look when you're already suffering from severe, untreated clinical depression.

Had it my whole teenage/adult life. Bottling shit up and such. It fluctuates. Bad to worse with some small patches of good. I've never really had a pill that didn't kill emotional response and make me feel dead inside, so I usually constantly distract myseld in an attempt to run from my problems instead of medicating. Therapists all tell you the same shit. Exercise and sunlight and such. I don't wear hats too often, but don't rip the shoes man, they're nifty.

Yeah man, life sucks.