Posted by: CAPT_MCCLUSKY
The Existential Crisis of Stefani Morgan - 11/01/07 08:37 PM
It appears the most photogenic girl in porn has quit. She writes on ADT:
hi guys, thanks for the bday wishes! sorry i haven't been responding, i was waiting until everything was official. i quit porn. i wasn't really planning on releasing a statement, but i couldn't just leave you guys!
this business can be really rough. it can take a lot out of you. when i think about my career there were mostly lows for me, and that's not right. fucking should be fun! :P even before i left in jan, things weren't great for me. looking back on it, i was depressed, discouraged, i felt i had no say in my career, and i just wasn't taking care of myself because of all those things. but, i still wanted to make a go at it, so none of the bad stuff mattered as much.
as most of you know, a lot has happened to me this past year. when my world fell apart i thought if i just put the pieces back to how they were before i'd be ok. but it can't be the same, i'm not the same. after everything i've been through, i don't want to be intimate with someone who doesn't really care about me and vice versa. since i've been back, i've only had more and more problems. i just feel like i'm trapt in a bad memory, and i finally have to courage to walk away.
i haven't stopped smiling since i found out i was free. haha i was actually jumping around, giggling like a kid to be honest
and everything is already falling into place in my life. i couldn't be happier. i just wanted to say thank you so much to all of you guys who have been so supportive. you have no idea how much it means to me. you guys really helped keep me going. so this is it...god, i feel like i'm ending a relationship lol i love you guys, take care!
hi guys, thanks for the bday wishes! sorry i haven't been responding, i was waiting until everything was official. i quit porn. i wasn't really planning on releasing a statement, but i couldn't just leave you guys!
this business can be really rough. it can take a lot out of you. when i think about my career there were mostly lows for me, and that's not right. fucking should be fun! :P even before i left in jan, things weren't great for me. looking back on it, i was depressed, discouraged, i felt i had no say in my career, and i just wasn't taking care of myself because of all those things. but, i still wanted to make a go at it, so none of the bad stuff mattered as much.
as most of you know, a lot has happened to me this past year. when my world fell apart i thought if i just put the pieces back to how they were before i'd be ok. but it can't be the same, i'm not the same. after everything i've been through, i don't want to be intimate with someone who doesn't really care about me and vice versa. since i've been back, i've only had more and more problems. i just feel like i'm trapt in a bad memory, and i finally have to courage to walk away.
i haven't stopped smiling since i found out i was free. haha i was actually jumping around, giggling like a kid to be honest
and everything is already falling into place in my life. i couldn't be happier. i just wanted to say thank you so much to all of you guys who have been so supportive. you have no idea how much it means to me. you guys really helped keep me going. so this is it...god, i feel like i'm ending a relationship lol i love you guys, take care!