fuck it, maybe

troubled girls are hot, sometimes.




or even,


i would choose frances. i have had a broken heart.


i would just hold her, though. if she wanted me to. maybe we would just talk. she could tell me what it's like to kiss tyrone power, or what straitjackets and shock treatments is like. which one was worse, do you think? in the movie frances they had a fictitious scene where she was given a lobotomy. not sexy at all. when girls allow me in their heads, it is not with surgical precision, i tell you this much.

nevertheless, not that you need to explain yourselves to me, but why do so many find these types of deeply broken women to be a turn-on? i see the possibility of a symbiotic relationship with a karen carpenter, (you go out to hardees, you throat-fuck her till she pukes it all out, you both brush your teeth and cuddle while watching conan o'brien) but what is it? do you see them as less than people? just don't give a fuck? you republican? what's the fantasy, exactly?

i think i have a good question about pornography in there, somewhere.

superstar: the karen carpenter story

Yes, absolutely, nothing is better then a crazy bitch. They keep all my cylinders running.

Well I aplogize I had to go back and read the whole thing again! At first I thought it was about me because that girl has a triangle chin and also goes to Hardees.

Well I think that she is beautiful!

Thank you!!! I saw Superstar when it came out on VHS, but soon all copies were pulled due to legal issues. I've been looking for it ever since. Incredible story and so compelling that the numbers are never low enough, you're never good enough, and it's a war you play with yourself when all you've caused disappears because you disappear.

Oh, and Big Moose, you still suck.

you've had a broken heart, too.

I think they have to be troubled and attractive. This is why they got Nicole Kidman to play Virginia Wolff. There are many, many, many unattractive women on the verge of a breakdown in our world, but we don't want to know from them. I really believe it is as simple as that. An attractive women torn and frayed allows to to leapfrog over the dog and pony show that Society demands you leap through the loops of to get to the prize (the pretty girl), because she isn't interest or is terrified of that structure and her part in it. More often than not she will gleefully allow you to take her to a private world of only you and she where you abuse her then comfort her in a kind of comforting cycled facsimilie of the buffetings of the society you both yearn to deny, both of you filling roles and sick desires and longings for eachother without the hassle of all those extra peoples and things. You are correct this has much to do with pornography.

there is a thread that i always see being looked at by anonymous users about "Danielle Derek has ASS IMPLANTS". clearly this young lady is troubled. she is practically unrecognizable as a human being. but the fact that she is fucked up is not in the foreground of her persona. it is all traditional sex fantasy. this is easy to understand, to me. her existence begins and ends with my cock getting hard. some of these fucked up chicks, though, i am perplexed by. i am intrigued by the idea that you need more than their sexualitay. it is arousing that they have problems. the word "whore" is thrown around very regularly on this board, but it is not whores that turn some of us on. i would say ms. derek is a "whore", because, for the viewer, the entire existence of her is wrapped up in the act of sex. once you become interested in the idea of they personal problems they aren't not whores anymore. if what gets your dick hard isn't the sex, but how fucked up her life is before and after the sex, then who needs the sex? it is still fantasy, but the fantasy is fundamentally changed. now the fantasy is "real". is this more or less fucked up? or is it really no different? i see an argument for this being the same as it ever was, though i do not agree with it. to me, it is a sea change. it is more than just some hardcore perverts on a message board. windsock, i know you know what i'm talking bout.

also, i think danielle derek is HOTT.

superstar part two