Posted by: taylorhill
Taylor Hill The Truth About Throatgaggers 4 - 10/16/05 11:08 PM
In reading through this forum which has been rather delightful, mind you, I have come across several posts regarding my work in Throatgaggers 4.
I am going to set the record straight right now.
For the record:
YES - I did have a broken blood vessel in one of my eyes
YES - I went to bed after the shoot & slept for a long time.(wouldn't you be tired after getting your faced fucked that well?!) Unfortunately no, for those of you who got off at the idea of me curling up in a fetal position & crying I didn't, but if that's what you need to think to get off - continue.
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YES - I DID NOTHING AGAINST MY WILL I WAS IN COMPLETE CONTROL THE ENTIRE TIME & I LOVED EVERY FUCKING MINUTE OF IT!
NO - I was not hard up for money. EVER.
The fact of the matter is that of the few films I did this was the most "degrading" of them all. However, what most people don't know was that was what I was going for. Also, I do not see the industry the way a lot of people do. For me it was a way to express myself sexually, and to conquer new endeavors, to portray my self in different sexual aspects. I wanted my fans to see what I was capable of.
Before shooting Brandon, Mr. Pete, & I sat & discussed what I was & wasn't going to do. After all was agreed we proceeded to shoot.
I regret nothing, Brandon was wonderful and a complete gentleman. I had done anything like that in my home sex life, that film certainly changed my views lol. Now my fiance gets to do it to me on a regular basis.
My reasons for quitting the biz had to do with my personal life & a bad experience with the jerk who had offered me a place to stay while I was working in LA That was all. Any questions? Feel free to send me a message or email me. Love to all, Tay
I am going to set the record straight right now.
For the record:
YES - I did have a broken blood vessel in one of my eyes
YES - I went to bed after the shoot & slept for a long time.(wouldn't you be tired after getting your faced fucked that well?!) Unfortunately no, for those of you who got off at the idea of me curling up in a fetal position & crying I didn't, but if that's what you need to think to get off - continue.
&
YES - I DID NOTHING AGAINST MY WILL I WAS IN COMPLETE CONTROL THE ENTIRE TIME & I LOVED EVERY FUCKING MINUTE OF IT!
NO - I was not hard up for money. EVER.
The fact of the matter is that of the few films I did this was the most "degrading" of them all. However, what most people don't know was that was what I was going for. Also, I do not see the industry the way a lot of people do. For me it was a way to express myself sexually, and to conquer new endeavors, to portray my self in different sexual aspects. I wanted my fans to see what I was capable of.
Before shooting Brandon, Mr. Pete, & I sat & discussed what I was & wasn't going to do. After all was agreed we proceeded to shoot.
I regret nothing, Brandon was wonderful and a complete gentleman. I had done anything like that in my home sex life, that film certainly changed my views lol. Now my fiance gets to do it to me on a regular basis.
My reasons for quitting the biz had to do with my personal life & a bad experience with the jerk who had offered me a place to stay while I was working in LA That was all. Any questions? Feel free to send me a message or email me. Love to all, Tay