Seriously does anyone make their issues more public and obvious then this chick?. It just brings everyone else down, i still have her crying and nervously laughing on springer a few years back burnt into my brain, now i have the use of the nervous LOL's playing on my mind. Read for yourselves, people like this shouldn't have kids, its cruel, like beating a dog or pretending to like swami.




I have been taking some time to myself, to reflect once again about my life...LOL. What it boils down to is this... People are crazy...LOL. I just needed to get away and not do anything but take care of me and my kids... I haven't felt like writing because my journals have been real boring to read and I didn't want to make you fall asleep Anyways, I hope everyone is doing good... I'm feeling great and I am so much happier now than I have been in recent months.

OK... So, I quit dancing again...LOL... What else is new right...LOL. Away... I don't want to tell you what I'm doing for work because it is embarrassing...LOL...Ok, ok... You got it out of me...LOL... I have been working in Downtown L.A. as a Hostess at a club called Club Fantasy... OMG, I share this with you an you laugh...LOL... That's just not right Well, I like it and I guess that's all that matters right.

I forgot to tell you that I'm freezing to death...LOL... I hate the weather, it's just too damn cold...LOL. My house is falling apart too, probably because I'm just to cold to clean the damn house and my little slaves...ummm, children (j/k) won't clean up either...