Ryan, why don't you get yourself some new ink? You could get "Abject Failure" tattooed across your forehead. Hell, your parents already think that when you go visiting.
97 credited titles in 3 years according to IAFD.com? Lockwood's got one year extra on you in the biz and has 448 credits.
You're not even as good as Kurt. Sucks to be you.
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I also am subcribe to postal pornography - CAOH