I'm ruined....RUINED! Porn has ruined me....my mind is warped, my morality gone, my character sullied. I cant unsee these things, they stay with me, no matter what i do...I sit on my porch in the morning, as the fresh moist air of the Ukiah Valley wafts through my lungs...I take a deep breath, hoping to expunge the images that haunt my soul and warp my thoughts and make my penis anxious...it does not work.

I watch the scenes of nature around me, take in the beauty of the mountains that form the valley, I wonder about a higher power that may have designed all this and been responsible for its placement, and wanted me to focus on things like that for enjoyment, and not Tory Lane gulping down 9 loads, or Kelly Wells shitting cum into a glass for a afternoon constitutional.

There is a growth industry to be born, borrowing from Movies like Total Recall and Strange Days. I am going to invest in memory erasing research....I must heal myself and others similarly afflicted. I cannot look at women the same now...I will never ever be married, there is no way I can ask my wife to do the things I now want to do, unless I pay her vast sums of money first. Giving my wife 900-1200 bucks everytime before Sex would be awkward, and expensive. Plus, It would totally defeat the value and purpose of a prenuptual agreement....

Have you ever wished you could just unscrew the top of your head and pour cleanser inside your skull and take a pipecleaner and swish it around?