Posted by: cumalloverher
My little sister did a scene in pornography. - 05/28/06 08:07 AM
It was with Mickey G, TT Boy, and Bendon Irons. She is 24 now. She was 21 when she did the scene, her first one. And her last. When cast, the man said to her that the scene was about her desirability as a woman, that the trio was going to worship or and stuff. She told me that the atmosphere was cordial and light until the shooting proper began, and then they were mean to her, these three men. She said she thought it was a joke at first, and then she felt hated. She elaborated that shje felt that the cameras and the job and the whole of the industry was just, like, a ruse to fool girls lilke her into becoming peni beaten mastubation toys for these horrible type men. TT Boy in particular, she remarked, as very mean, yelling at her when she tried to make the best of a bvad situation by pretending to be into it. She said he said like so "COME ON, BABY! DON'T FUCK AROUND! NO HANDS! BOB YOUR HEAD ON MY EVIL DICK, BITCH! DON'T LOOK AT THE CAMERA GUY! NO ONE CAN HELP YOU KNOW, BABY! YEAH!!! YOU LIKE THAT SLUT?! NO?! WELL YOU CAN'T DO SHIIIIIIIT ABOUT IIIIIIIIT!!!!!" She said she didn't no what to do, was confused, and just began to disassocite, like she did when Poppa would yell when we wass kids. Bando Iran said something like "Pretty girl, you are in way over your head. You are surrounded by muscles and cock. You are learning today. This is Bad Decisions 101, baby" she remembered with a frown. Mickey G squeezed her face and gritted his teeth, which she said she sees in nightmares. Anyway, sis finished the scene and cried with the semen still on her face. The director rubbed her shoulders and went "Shhhhh. It's okay. You did a marvelous scene today. It's just ther endorphins. It's an emotional rollercoaster, this kind of work. Shhhh" and TarTar Boy laughed "THIS GIRL IS A MESS!! HAHA!!! FUCK WITH THE BAD MAN, BABY, AND YOU MIGHT GET HURT!! HAHA!!"
Sis just stares out the window now and lives with Momma. She has a part time job at a discount store and calls off a lot. She goes overboard on little things in a weird way now, like she's trying to avoid others. Like last week she made herself scrambled eggs and was happy they turn out so well, very yellow and no browning. She was still going on about this at 4pm that afternoon. Momma often phones me and asks me "Oh. What can I do for her? Oh dear..." her voice cracking.
Sis just stares out the window now and lives with Momma. She has a part time job at a discount store and calls off a lot. She goes overboard on little things in a weird way now, like she's trying to avoid others. Like last week she made herself scrambled eggs and was happy they turn out so well, very yellow and no browning. She was still going on about this at 4pm that afternoon. Momma often phones me and asks me "Oh. What can I do for her? Oh dear..." her voice cracking.
Oh and...."Next time?" Next Time i "beg" you to be my "friend".....lmao What would be different exactly ? Forgiveness, or blowing someone off, or holding a grudge, or whatever, is basically a zero sum proposition...either you do it or you dont....I just had one of those easter bunny chocolate replicas, the ones that are about 8-9 inches tall but hollow inside...there's a marketing concept I would encourage you to pursue thru your website if you can replicate your person into a chocolate effigy, if nothing else for its efficacy as a personal metaphor....
