internet porn break ability to thinkbeat

i realizing today internet porno from t1 lines have break my abiliity to thinkbeat. in some young days i can close eyes and pound ham anywhere; anytime. my friend his mother 50 kg overweight in onepiece with bruising on honeycomb thighs and i have taking this woman through all kamasutra in my mind cover to cover; is no height we did no soar

now i having to bring 4 window at same time; ginalynn on facial abuses and she look disgust with herselfs , lesbians pee or squirting in mouths maybe some ass eat, a mom teach daughter to blow and finally anal pains or blowjob with girl choking on pigsause, come out her nose and veins on neck is bulge and she collapse; and i have to concentrating very much on these. if dog bark, i have to start over.

so where i go from here. if girl is no being nailed to cross while screaming to safewords, if scene is no spoil my dinner and throw meatloaf to trash, i afraid i just can no be bother.

the way i am realizing this, many time i dont even like this shit;; but i have to see for wtf factor and searching for semblances of meaning and direction that is beyond a here and now. is truly strange experience

Not so strange. I think we've all been/ are there. At some point Playboy stops working. With the onslaught of free internet porn, it's happening on a societal level.

practice some zen -
concentrate on a rack, fap;
concentrate on a butt, fap;
return to the masters; fap to Debbie Does Dallas.
fap none at all for a week, then return to the classics again.

Cheers vash! you're funny as fuck!